Hey hey hey.
I'm leaving eljay.
Completely, haha.

So, uh, bye?

i won't respond to any comments hence forth and will remove everyone from my friends list ♥

kakowasure - please remove me from the communities i co-own with you.

ps - if you happen to find my blogger blog, good luck! that's the only one i'm posting on :)

miyavi has released details for his World Tour, which will see the artist performing in countries across the globe. The tour, -miyavi-THIS IZ THE JAPANESE KABUKI ROCK TOUR 2008, will take place at the following locations:

USA CIRCUIT

2008/05/14 USA Anaheim
2008/05/16 USA Los Angeles
2008/05/18 USA San Francisco

ACROSS THE FUCKIN' U.S.A from where I live and I know I won't have money to go.
This suckssss.
Unless I win something that had 2,000 dollars profit.
Fuck this.

( moar unda hur )

Do you all like? I do, I've always wanted curly hair but yeah :D It isn't a perm, but I do have to curl it myself, but my hairdresser taught me how to do it today ;) I don't wear makeup so please excuse the blemishes; I'm PMSing :(

This really sucks. Since the St. Louis trip ('08, y'all!) I've had hardly any money to spare... Including gas on my new job I'm starting Monday :( So, when Miyavi pressures me into buying tours, singles, albums and things, it's like more weight on my shoulders to buy something of his before it's released. I always have, always will. Like, with his new singles, I swore to myself I wouldn't buy his things until I had a certain about saved up. Did I follow by it? No. When I saw his album being shared, I immediately, without thinking, bought both versions. Ugh, I'm pathetic.

Now, he has two live DVDs, and one comes with a poster!
That's near a 100 dollars I'll spend on him, again, since shipping is a bitch with cdjapan. Hell, I just might go to yesasia, if they have the poster. Besides, I still have a list of things to buy from Miyavi before my life is over, or his (OMG, I SHOULDN'T THINK LIKE THAT).

this does not include the two lives i've just mentioned
セニョール セニョーラ セニョリータ/Gigpigブギ - Regular Edition / B type
Freedom Fighters-アイスクリームを持った裸足の女神と、機関銃を持った裸足の王様 - Regular Edition
Dear my friend・愛しい人- B Type
【雅-miyavizm-主義】- Regular Edition
'04.08.31[This is 王道] - Photobook
【雅楽】-gagaku- - Limited Edition
【雅-Galyuu-流】- Limited Edition
一人芸 3 - PV DVD
/endofpatheticlist

So, I didn't even put the lives on there which I still need to buy although I won't watch them; I never watch lives or PVs :)

If you've been with me for a long time, you know how obsessed I get whenever it's a new moon. We all it's rather sad, pathetic, annoying, but I can't help it! The obsession comes as natural as burping in all ready awkward situations. So, what else to discuss than my obsession(s)?



シド!!! I remember first discovering one evening in 2005 (I think it was). Oh boy, they were about the only thing I could listen to... 紫陽花 was just an amazing song and I know the play count is well over 100 now :Dv Anyway, after listening to their new album and becoming head over heels for "Dear Tokyo," I just can't stop listening to them... Well, except for their play album. I didn't care for that album at all.



My obsession with this show is getting steadily worse. I am at the point of looking at interviews, buying the seasons, stalking the actors save Steve Carell, I already loved him ♥. Then, I would like to creed this show, the only one on air which can make me laugh out loud. Sure, other shows can make me smile or even lightly chuckle, but this one actually makes me pause it and just laugh. Sometimes, at work, I would just think of a part and burst out laughing; it's rather pathetic.

Right now, I'm finally downloading Thank You For Smoking.
Maybe later, if you're lucky, a review :Dv

So, as I was looking up some inspiration from my older pieces of writing (I do that, time to time), I decided I wanted to make a list (for myself) of everything I have written... Finished or not finished. It's quite astonishing all the work I have done in three years.

Last Updated March 19, 2008

( finished and unfinished )

I'm pretty sure that's everything.. And, damn, I've written a lot... And, I think I will update this list as time goes on, I believe. Anyway, I did not include several upon several pages of things I've started and will never, ever finish :)

I was in the shower this morning and I totally thought of something that happened at the concert, but I forgot to mention it.

Cricket and I were standing in line to get autographs from Idiot Pilot when this guy turns around and looks at us. Being the dominant creature in ANYTHING I do, I stare back and he says,

"I pierced my nipple today. Want to see?"

I smiled and said, "Yeah."

He lifted his shirt and reveled a nipple with a clothespin.

I laughed and asked, "Can I see it again?"

He lifted his shirt.

"Can I see it again?"

He lifted his shirt.

"Can I see it again?"

And, he lifted up his shirt and finally turned around giving this look of, "Holy shit, wtf," to his friends.

Laughing very heartily, he turns to face me and I say, "Hahaha, I just wanted to see how many times you would do it. It was three, btw."

I updated the picture with my Miyavi disco :)

So, I'm taking the job at Afni, finally. I just got off the phone with Human Resources, so yeah. I'm starting on March 24th, jaaaa. I'm going to be Customer Service for Verizon Wireless. Although it's not the best job, it's a job other than the food market and that makes me happy. Plus the pay is going to be sweet. I know I have to deduct everything with taxes and all that, but seriously. This paycheck is going to be significantly bigger than my only 150 a week pay. Soon, and hopefully, I will save more money than what I have, haha. Anyway, Cricket, I am going to save because we want to go to St Louis, New York and Disney Land! What's not to love?

And, Cricket, if you're still interested in Afni, for the pay, of course, they only hire Second Shift and only for Customer Service right now. I think it's promotion for less demeaning jobs, honestly. So, bare arms against the man!

In addition to this semi-wonderful news, I'm writing again!
I know I've said this a thousand times over and over, but it's true! I'm almost done with Chapter 1 of Dir en grey Vs Living Together For A Week (which is the sequel to Dir en grey Vs Disney Land) and am almost finished with a short story I started so long ago... Almost a year, haha. Wait, it has been a year! Holy shit, time does fly. So, ja. I have to go warm up my car and go to workkk.

Bye you all!

ps - I have promoted to a 1 mile and a quarter run without stopping or hurting any major muscles in my leg.
Yippie!

ho ho ho. ichi is back from saint louis, y'all.

what an awesome city! i had the best time, everrr. everybody was friendly, really and i'm looking forward to revisiting at a later time. i'm not going to share pictures unless you all want me to and, if so, you'll have to wait until monday because Cricket has all the best pictures ever. will better than mine.

One thing I especially loved was the fact St Louis had TEA SHOPS. TEA FUCKIN' SHOPS. I was like ":DDDD" everywhere in the tea shops because i've never seen one before. so, i bought tea cups and some very different types of tea :) i absolutely love the varieties on Black Tea. Oh god, I love Black Tea.

Hard Rock Cafe is another AWESOME thing on my list and I am determined to be like Dave and try to hit every single location :) Haha.

( under here are tid bits of the concert )

I also have Idiot Pilot's autograph and had the chance to ask them a couple of questions, haha.
Anyway, I'm tired and have to go throw my pillows in the dryer.

♥

The date went great, by the way.
We just hung out at his house, but he's so sweettttt, omgggg ♥

He called me and wasn't shy!!
That's why I was impressed since the beginning.
( if you want to know how I was impressed since the beginning, click here )

( if you want to know why I think this guy is so sweet, click here )

By the way, I know his last name now and he's 21.

MICHAEL ASKED FOR MY NUMBER AND I GAVE IT TO HIM, OMGGG

All the details are fuzzy and uninteresting but ( i will give highlights )

NBIDFJSFNSDF.
I'm expecting his call any minute and I hope he isn't going to do the curiosity bit with me and wait, wait and wait.

:DDDDD

Okay, I don't care, this is too funny.

Have you all read karmik's post about the explicit sex pictures that were going around of Danchou? No, I don't have them, so don't get all excited! But, I did find this whole situation funny!

My first thought was maybe Danchou and Nono (my otp there <3333)

Second thought was maybe kakowasure's idea for a short story came about and Danchou realized it himself, with the help of a Mana poster, then he would have some strange sex quest with Yuuri.

Besides, who would find such a man sexy in his joggers?

Now, ladies and gentlemen, I am determined to find this material.

Last night I dreamed we all took a class field trip to go see MUCC in the Taste of Chaos tour, lol. And then, I got to sit by Tatsurou and talk to him in my broken, broken Japanese. It was a neat dream where I had several different stories going on. I always love those types.

I have one more week before I set off to ST Louis and I hope I start my period today so I don't have to deal with it at ST Louis. That would suckkkkk. Being on my period in someone else's home in some other city. That's a major fail I don't want to deal with, haha.

Anyway, it's snowing! Well, it was for like 5 minutes; I took pictures :)





I hope you can see the little white specs. We haven't had snowfall all Christmas, so that was pretty exciting, haha. My yard looks horrible :( We just had an ice storm and now it's all melted and it rained this morning.

So, you know Cricket, Alex and me are taking a trip to Saint Louis in the first week of march, right? Well, since I've watched some Korean dramas / movies lately, I was suddenly inspired to look up study abroad programs from colleges. Soon, I found this college in Washington, or so I thought. They allowed students to exchange places and learn in Korea. The college had advance studies and everything. My dream. Come to find out, it's Washington University in ST FUCKIN' LOUIS!

I think it's a sign. I am one to follow signs of life since they always turn out better in the end.

I wonder if I'm thinking too much into this?

Then again, I hope it is a sign (which I'm almost 100% sure it is). I mean, I did turn down a job for this trip, so I should be putting some thought into it.

Ugh, so stressful and confusing.

Hey, instant_noodle, I finished 달자의 봄!!
Twenty-two hours and something of my life was spent watching this series and I was satisfied, haha.
It was very good, and I'm glad you introduced me to this series. Although, I will admit with an open heart, I disliked some of the plots, but the ending was good, I think, overall.

The funniest thing about the drama is the random songs they chose for background music.
Examples?
Dirty Pop, N*SYNC
Dancing Queen, Abba (I think)
YMCA, Village People
I will survive, Gloria Gaynor
Faith, George Michael
C'est La Vie, B
I will always love you, Whitney Houston
And those are the only ones I remember, hahaha. It was odd, especially when I was unconsciously singing along.

By the way, I love the clothes everyone had!
I love Dal Ja's apartment, too! Whoever did set designs and wardrobe is brilliant!

edit;
The show also inspired me to learn Korean.
Alas, there's nothing where I live that teaches Korean, or maybe I'm not looking hard enough?
This is so frustrating.

Many a strange things have been happening to me lately. Like, Jeremiah, he apologized for ditching me once he got a girlfriend; so, we're going pooling (billiards) Saturday. Then, Caronline's Nephew, Patrick, came in to see her and while I was laying down a ticket, beside him, he looked at me and smiled.
"Hello," he said.
"Hi," I quickly replied, giving him a small smile.
Then, He said bye to all of us since we were all kind of busy and he walked away. But, he stopped walked back and asked me, "What's your name?" Yes, I was taken aback.
"Heather."
"Well, Heather, do you have a piece of paper I can write my e-mail and number on?"
So, should I reply to him (through e-mail since I don't call anyone, haha)?
I JUST WISH MICHAEL COULD BE THIS BLUNT AND OPEN AND CONFIDENT, DAMMITTT.