Hey hey hey.
I'm leaving eljay.
Completely, haha.

So, uh, bye?

i won't respond to any comments hence forth and will remove everyone from my friends list ♥

kakowasure - please remove me from the communities i co-own with you.

ps - if you happen to find my blogger blog, good luck! that's the only one i'm posting on :)

( moar unda hur )

Do you all like? I do, I've always wanted curly hair but yeah :D It isn't a perm, but I do have to curl it myself, but my hairdresser taught me how to do it today ;) I don't wear makeup so please excuse the blemishes; I'm PMSing :(

This really sucks. Since the St. Louis trip ('08, y'all!) I've had hardly any money to spare... Including gas on my new job I'm starting Monday :( So, when Miyavi pressures me into buying tours, singles, albums and things, it's like more weight on my shoulders to buy something of his before it's released. I always have, always will. Like, with his new singles, I swore to myself I wouldn't buy his things until I had a certain about saved up. Did I follow by it? No. When I saw his album being shared, I immediately, without thinking, bought both versions. Ugh, I'm pathetic.

Now, he has two live DVDs, and one comes with a poster!
That's near a 100 dollars I'll spend on him, again, since shipping is a bitch with cdjapan. Hell, I just might go to yesasia, if they have the poster. Besides, I still have a list of things to buy from Miyavi before my life is over, or his (OMG, I SHOULDN'T THINK LIKE THAT).

this does not include the two lives i've just mentioned
セニョール セニョーラ セニョリータ/Gigpigブギ - Regular Edition / B type
Freedom Fighters-アイスクリームを持った裸足の女神と、機関銃を持った裸足の王様 - Regular Edition
Dear my friend・愛しい人- B Type
【雅-miyavizm-主義】- Regular Edition
'04.08.31[This is 王道] - Photobook
【雅楽】-gagaku- - Limited Edition
【雅-Galyuu-流】- Limited Edition
一人芸 3 - PV DVD
/endofpatheticlist

So, I didn't even put the lives on there which I still need to buy although I won't watch them; I never watch lives or PVs :)

So, as I was looking up some inspiration from my older pieces of writing (I do that, time to time), I decided I wanted to make a list (for myself) of everything I have written... Finished or not finished. It's quite astonishing all the work I have done in three years.

Last Updated March 19, 2008

( finished and unfinished )

I'm pretty sure that's everything.. And, damn, I've written a lot... And, I think I will update this list as time goes on, I believe. Anyway, I did not include several upon several pages of things I've started and will never, ever finish :)

I was in the shower this morning and I totally thought of something that happened at the concert, but I forgot to mention it.

Cricket and I were standing in line to get autographs from Idiot Pilot when this guy turns around and looks at us. Being the dominant creature in ANYTHING I do, I stare back and he says,

"I pierced my nipple today. Want to see?"

I smiled and said, "Yeah."

He lifted his shirt and reveled a nipple with a clothespin.

I laughed and asked, "Can I see it again?"

He lifted his shirt.

"Can I see it again?"

He lifted his shirt.

"Can I see it again?"

And, he lifted up his shirt and finally turned around giving this look of, "Holy shit, wtf," to his friends.

Laughing very heartily, he turns to face me and I say, "Hahaha, I just wanted to see how many times you would do it. It was three, btw."

I updated the picture with my Miyavi disco :)

So, I'm taking the job at Afni, finally. I just got off the phone with Human Resources, so yeah. I'm starting on March 24th, jaaaa. I'm going to be Customer Service for Verizon Wireless. Although it's not the best job, it's a job other than the food market and that makes me happy. Plus the pay is going to be sweet. I know I have to deduct everything with taxes and all that, but seriously. This paycheck is going to be significantly bigger than my only 150 a week pay. Soon, and hopefully, I will save more money than what I have, haha. Anyway, Cricket, I am going to save because we want to go to St Louis, New York and Disney Land! What's not to love?

And, Cricket, if you're still interested in Afni, for the pay, of course, they only hire Second Shift and only for Customer Service right now. I think it's promotion for less demeaning jobs, honestly. So, bare arms against the man!

In addition to this semi-wonderful news, I'm writing again!
I know I've said this a thousand times over and over, but it's true! I'm almost done with Chapter 1 of Dir en grey Vs Living Together For A Week (which is the sequel to Dir en grey Vs Disney Land) and am almost finished with a short story I started so long ago... Almost a year, haha. Wait, it has been a year! Holy shit, time does fly. So, ja. I have to go warm up my car and go to workkk.

Bye you all!

ps - I have promoted to a 1 mile and a quarter run without stopping or hurting any major muscles in my leg.
Yippie!

ho ho ho. ichi is back from saint louis, y'all.

what an awesome city! i had the best time, everrr. everybody was friendly, really and i'm looking forward to revisiting at a later time. i'm not going to share pictures unless you all want me to and, if so, you'll have to wait until monday because Cricket has all the best pictures ever. will better than mine.

One thing I especially loved was the fact St Louis had TEA SHOPS. TEA FUCKIN' SHOPS. I was like ":DDDD" everywhere in the tea shops because i've never seen one before. so, i bought tea cups and some very different types of tea :) i absolutely love the varieties on Black Tea. Oh god, I love Black Tea.

Hard Rock Cafe is another AWESOME thing on my list and I am determined to be like Dave and try to hit every single location :) Haha.

( under here are tid bits of the concert )

I also have Idiot Pilot's autograph and had the chance to ask them a couple of questions, haha.
Anyway, I'm tired and have to go throw my pillows in the dryer.

♥

The date went great, by the way.
We just hung out at his house, but he's so sweettttt, omgggg ♥

He called me and wasn't shy!!
That's why I was impressed since the beginning.
( if you want to know how I was impressed since the beginning, click here )

( if you want to know why I think this guy is so sweet, click here )

By the way, I know his last name now and he's 21.

MICHAEL ASKED FOR MY NUMBER AND I GAVE IT TO HIM, OMGGG

All the details are fuzzy and uninteresting but ( i will give highlights )

NBIDFJSFNSDF.
I'm expecting his call any minute and I hope he isn't going to do the curiosity bit with me and wait, wait and wait.

:DDDDD

Last night I dreamed we all took a class field trip to go see MUCC in the Taste of Chaos tour, lol. And then, I got to sit by Tatsurou and talk to him in my broken, broken Japanese. It was a neat dream where I had several different stories going on. I always love those types.

I have one more week before I set off to ST Louis and I hope I start my period today so I don't have to deal with it at ST Louis. That would suckkkkk. Being on my period in someone else's home in some other city. That's a major fail I don't want to deal with, haha.

Anyway, it's snowing! Well, it was for like 5 minutes; I took pictures :)





I hope you can see the little white specs. We haven't had snowfall all Christmas, so that was pretty exciting, haha. My yard looks horrible :( We just had an ice storm and now it's all melted and it rained this morning.

So, you know Cricket, Alex and me are taking a trip to Saint Louis in the first week of march, right? Well, since I've watched some Korean dramas / movies lately, I was suddenly inspired to look up study abroad programs from colleges. Soon, I found this college in Washington, or so I thought. They allowed students to exchange places and learn in Korea. The college had advance studies and everything. My dream. Come to find out, it's Washington University in ST FUCKIN' LOUIS!

I think it's a sign. I am one to follow signs of life since they always turn out better in the end.

I wonder if I'm thinking too much into this?

Then again, I hope it is a sign (which I'm almost 100% sure it is). I mean, I did turn down a job for this trip, so I should be putting some thought into it.

Ugh, so stressful and confusing.

from this entry I bring you...

HIS NAME IS MICHAEL!!
holy god.
he came in again and I apologized for being rude and not asking his name and he apologized because he felt rude for not saying his name when he asked mine, haha.
( whole story under the cut )
At least we did some dialogue, right?
Ahhhhhh... Michael, haha.

Something purely amazing happened today :DDD
Okay, okay... this same exact guy came into Donita's, again!!!
( i put under a cut because i'm going to flail )
Jonell noticed how I was acting and elbowed me with a huge smile on her face. I laughed.
WHAT ARE THE ODDS?

OTHERRR NEWSSSS.
I AM LEGEND COMES OUT TOMORROW AND I GOING TO SEE ITTTT. AHHHH.

I never give you all the satisfaction of a good pic spam. So, I have saved the funniest pictures I have seen around the internet, haha. So, please enjoy.

WARNINGS!
→ Nudity.
→ Sex related topics.
→ Racism.

( push it up, push it down )

See? I hope you all enjoyed.

TWO WEEKS WITHOUT A SOLID POST, OH MY.
HOW SHOULD I BE PUNISHED?

"Pride And Prejudice" is very boring, but very good. I just want to reach into the book and beg for Mr. Darcy to just kiss Elizabeth already. The teasing kills me a little inside each time. Can you believe it? Teasing kills me, ha! More like I kill teasing.

I really have to pee, oh my.

Haha, last week Cricket and I smoked with her Dad ♥ Now, that's bonding. And, I couldn't feel my right arm, and I kept laughing about it. Fun times.

I have a dress now.

I downloaded 鈴木あみ, 비, SE7EN, 宇多田ヒカル, Plastic Tree, and IVAN's discography all in the past month. Wow, honestly. How obsessed am I? Well, on a couple of those artists I'm missing a couple of singles because the links didn't work / were dead, ahhhhh. I'm working on 동방신기's discography. God, they're so release happy, it's unbelievable. applesu, you should know better than anyone, haha. You obsessed freak ♥

I lost my mother's phone. I don't know where it is and I'm more than 50% sure someone stole it... So, I bought another one and still have to save up to buy my mother another one :( But, that night, as I was driving home and smoking a "Black & Mild" (God, those Cigars are sooo good), these young teens were laughing in the car beside me. I was too angry to look, but then they yelled out, "HEY, HOW'RE YOU?"
Me: .... *rolls down window more* ... Hi?
YT: I'm 14.
Me: *Smiles*
Other YT: She's drunk.
YT: I am not! That's illegal!
Other YT: She's lying, she is.
Me: *Laughs.*
YT: I'm really not! I'm too young to even drive!
*light turns green and they start to roll away*
Me *Stick head out of window* Bye!
YTs: SEE-YA!
Hahahaha, they were ... different from other people who yelled out of the car at me, haha.

I saw an old friend at Kroger the other night! He was a cleaning person, ♥ I miss Jacob ... We had a click thing :( You know those friends who finish each other's sentences? Yeah, we were like that, sickeningly enough. Never dated, ew.

Have to go work out now, bye!

ps - I AM LEGEND COMES OUT THIS WEEK!!
AHHHHHH.

i forgot to write this down, but yesterday... I had my first car race with an old middle / high school friend. haha. it was fun. we were going 80MPH, swerving in and out through cars and junk. it was a tie in the end although i was in the lead most of the time. stupid turn off.
anyway.
fun times.
i flipped him off, he did the same to me ♥

Okay, so I've had some type of "revelation" (if you must call it that) a couple of days ago which depressed me and saved me, if you will.
( So, I've decided to put it under here so people wouldn't be bothered )

Have a nice day :)

My parents & Sister are leaving tomorrow for an almost / is ONE WEEK long trip.
Ah! I'm so excited to have the house to myself.
I'm just going to enjoy silence, haha.

In other news, I had to re-balance everything in my "bank" books last night.
I messed up somewhere, ack.
Although, I found a balance receipt they gave me back in may, and they put 50 bucks in the wrong account. Never noticed that until now. Not even on my bank statements it tells me it was put in. I'm not even sure if they can give that back or not :/
TWO HOURS AND SOMETHING MINUTES OF MY LIFE NEED TO BE RETURNED TO ME, OMG.
But, when I went to get statements I didn't have, the bank gave them to me /for free/ (sweet of them, right??) and that's where I saw Aaron :DDDDDD

THEY LEAVE TOMORROW AT DAYBREAK, LOVE ME, OKAY?
I PROBABLY WON'T POST BECAUSE I'LL BE ENJOYING WATCHING TV IN THE LIVING ROOM WITHOUT SOMEONE STANDING IN FRONT OF IT ASKING ME WHAT IT IS I'M WATCHING.